Seven Varieties of Loneliness
I.
I am sandalwood, rooted in you.
Treading the forest of my bare limbs,
you reap, by handfuls, what you can,
leaving the rest for another to gather.
II.
Blessed with coppery skin,
I comfort you with apricots,
cool you with embers of perspiration.
Your arms drop from my hips like dried petals.
III.
I wake to the sound of cedar rain,
thirsting the salt of your skin.
Sculpting bread, I imagine your torso,
the ceramic perfection of twin thighs.
IV.
With the patience of a glassblower,
I wander galleries of your absence,
spinning grief into prisms
for windows facing the East.
V.
On film I seek to capture sounds of you:
the trochaic pentameter of your breath,
describing the taste of you hair,
echoes of a wishbone breaking.
VI.
Your hands, like warm liquid on my face,
refuse to evaporate when withdrawn.
I want to erase you body
before it spreads elsewhere.
VII.
I settle into myself like
the finest silver of a distant country.
My belly, soft as six a.m. dough, rises.
The geese will return in a few months without you.
© 2002 Shelly Reed
Shelly Reed studied creative writing at Drake University in the 1980's. She
publishes a newsletter for Heart & Vascular Care and a column (under the
guise of Lil' Earlene) for The Dead Mule School of Southern Literature.
Recently, she has had poems appear or accepted for appearance with 42 Opus,
Whistling Shade, Thunder Sandwich, The Curious Record, Fluid Ink Press,
Prairie Poetry, Eclectica, Writermelon and Wicked Alice. Shelly hales from
Iowa, where oats, peas, beans and barley grow.